Posted in Change, Her, Life, Memory, People, Random, Uncategorized


I drove back in time to that place
Where the weeping willows
And the murmuring meadows
Veiled in denial and regret;
Where the constellation contorted
And the significant stars
Leaped into the ocean;
I tiptoed to that place again
In search for the calming meadows
In search for the lost stars..
As this Hiraeth unfolded
To redefine the Closure.

Posted in Acceptance, Change, Her, Life, Memory, People, Random, Uncategorized


“You have not changed a bit!”, exclaimed an old friend of her.

Little did she know that..

She is not the same girl who used to be naive and worry over the simplest emotional discomfort. She is not the same girl who used to be people pleasing and understood them more on the positive side than she was supposed to. She is not the same girl who was happy to give infinite chances for the sun to rise in the west. She is not the same girl who cursed life for its thorns it laid on her path. She is not the same girl who suffered suffocating in the ocean of expectations, that broke her every single time. She is not the same girl who had no doubt in trusting people. She is not the same girl who once hoped life to be a box of chocolates that gets to treat you with jubilation. She is not the same girl who selflessly tried hard not to change.

Life happened and she did nothing but change.

Posted in Favourite, Her, Hobby, Life, Love, Memory, Music, MyPlaylist, People, Poem, Random, Smile, Songs, Story, Uncategorized

Loop (w)hole

I am kind of obsessed with my possessions, my people, my belongings to an extent that I do not want others to know and celebrate my favorites. But then when you are so proud of them, you need the world to awe them with jealousy. And here goes my on the loop playlist that consumes most part of my day. I am being thrifty having to consider various factors while designing this, as I blindly approve every work of some of my very dear artists(ARR, Ed, Lana to be precise) in the list out of unconditional love.

Naan Varuven, Naane Varugiren, Hamma, Avalum Naanum, Azhage Sugama, Vellai Pookal, Aaromale by ARR (Tamizh)

Unnakena Maele Nindrai, Sundari by Ilayaraja (Tamizh)

Eleanor Rigby, While My Guitar Gently Weeps, Martha My Dear by The Beetles

Suspecious Minds, Heartbreak Hotel by Elvis

Always by Bon Jovi

Firefly, Give me Love, Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran

Madness, Aftermath, Unintended by Muse

Without you, Dark Paradise, Maha Maha by Lana Del

You Rock My World, Dangerous, Bad, Whatever Happens by MJ

Fix You, Magic by Coldplay

Truely Madley Deeply, Irresistable by One Direction

Distance, Lonely, Human by Christina Perri

Stone Cold, Without The Love by Demi Lovato

Depressed, Her Song by Eminem

Come and get it, Who Says by Selena

Little Me, Good Enough by Little Mix

Sugar, Maps by Maroon5

Our Song, Teardrops on My Guitar by Taylor

1000 Times, Gravity by Sara Bareilles

Here by Alessia Cara

Ghosts, Lying To The Mirror by Aplin

Interlude by London Grammer

And the list and my heart as well will go on and on 😊

Posted in Chester, Life, LinkinPark, Love, Memory, Missing, Music, People, Songs, Uncategorized, Words

Somewhere You Belonged

When I was torn into pieces, when I had doubts about myself, when I was ignored, when I was helpless, when I was a lone survivor with no one left beside and whenever I wanted a hugsy, you were there through your music. You do not know how typical of a life saver you were at many critical scenarios of my life. If it had not been with your “Shadow of the Day” or “Numb” or “Leave Out All The Rest”, when I was on the verge of giving up on me, on my life, I doubt the existence of the path I strived to lay ahead of me. You were our strength, our hope. You gave us our life. And you should have known that you own our endless love. It hurts when those hands that wiped out tears of unbelievably many unwitnessed humans, were helpless when it needed the most. It shakes the base of the belief you have cultivated on our minds.

Though it is too late to care, remember that you have got us many reasons for you to be missed. May you find peace in another life.

R.I.P Chester, you will live through us and we will fight the world together, as always.

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Posted in Hobby, Memory, Random, Uncategorized


When everyone else made her feel that she does not look that good, it was him who consoled her by enhancing the beauty she possessed. He would make sure to kindle the inimitable smile on her face and cache it everlastingly in his memory. The world called her photogenic, but to his eyes she was the flawless painting. He was her favorite companion, her mobile’s front camera.

Posted in Betrayal, Life, Memory, Missing, Random, Story, Uncategorized


When my days were short and I had works to get done
When it was breezy and cold
When I had to try different versions of me
When I had to push forward to meet new people
When I had to go places to explore
When I had to find inner peace
When I had to let go of everything burdening my head
When I was trying to keep my life busier
When I had to find a purpose
A picturesque muddled my vision
And you owned me, everytime!